Hey i m a girl of 19yrs of age, who is committed a hell lot of mistakes........?

i love eating so whn my parents din provide me money for it i started stealing n stuff n nw i realised i have done d sickest mistakes... i confessed it in front of my mom also n nw she is not talking 2 me.....i asked her 2 punish me but she dint... tel me d best punishment please......