Is this depression or something else?

no dear, calm down. This is not depression. You're going through some sort of a phase, but whatever it is, it isn't depression. If you were depressed you would feel as though there was no light in your life, as though there was nothing worth living for, as if slowly...you are falling into a black hole and nothing can save you. You will feel like you were all alone and no one could understand you. You would feel like you needed help but there was no one about to offer you a kind word...